Kuttima died in the PICU of Manipal Hospital Bangalore. Since she was in the PICU we were not allowed to see her inside. Only Mercy has seen her few times. Till her death 24th morning 8 AM Doctors were telling us that she was not in critical condition. All of sudden around 8:30 AM in the morning a Doctor inside the PICU called Mercy and told her our beloved Kuttima died. Since I was told Kuttima was not critical I just went down from the PICU to meet Senthil. Mercy called me and told Kuttima was serious. Then I went and seen Kuttima inside the PICU Doctors were pumping her heart. Then I understood something was seriously wrong. I didnt know she is dead. Then a security guard came and ousted me from the PICU. After sometime Dr.Meera Ramakrishnan head of the PICU came and told Kuttima's heart stopped and if she saves Kuttima also she did not know about the condition of Kuttima's brain. And asked whether to save her drop the efforts. I was very much shocked. Till that time I did not know Kuttima was dead. I told Dr.Meera I want Kuttima alive even her brain gets affected. Again Dr.Meera went back and pumping Kuttima's heart. I was still hoping Kuttima will be back alive. Then I lost my patience and went near Kuttima's bed all the Doctors team fled from her bed. When I looked at Kuttima's eyes I realised Kuttima died long back(Might be more than 30 minutes back). I checkd her beat by keeping my ear on her chest. I understood now Kuttima is with the God.After that Dr.Meera talked to me and Senthil. All was bluff. I could not talk much. Whatever she told I was listening but I could not control the anger some how I controlled. I was in full shock. For the Doctors it was another case of failure. For me it was a loss of my world.